' we had your room to ourselves ' ~ " 'favorite flowers' " a polariskit application :) ~ ' a sign on your ceiling you never took down ' ~ Hi there! I'm @-Luna_Cat- but I suppose you could call me Luna! I'm a big fan of reading, which is *probably* what sparked my interest in writing, lore building, and rather amateur art. But enough about me, let's get to the kit I am applying for; Polaris! I chose Polaris, because, frankly, her design is absolutely beautiful. BUT I also love the description you have given her, and the amount of possible character development she has. I would think you should choose me, because, well... there might not be many reasons, but I always try my best to hold on to my characters as much as I can, and I really hope that I could finally have my first character that I put all my effort into unlike my sadly half-baked past characters(I promise I'll actually dedicate my time and effort to her this time). ~ ' I couldn't tell if I liked you or felt less alone ' ~ roleplay experience? Um, I've been in several other rps(my main focus has always been gens, however, which is why they all eventually died out for me), tried making my own(which unfortunately failed, as the rp died out in a couple of weeks), and I've had two gens characters before: Crownear of uc and Roachwhisper of the mc revival. ~ ' We watched a movie in bed ' ~ activity? hmm, I would say I'm pretty active since I'm on almost every day, so I'd give myself a 7/10 since I do have school ~ ' You said how you loved it and held on my hand ' ~ longevity? I really don't plan on oofing her young, I would say.... Really, never. I really don't want to oof her if I do get her. I plan to keep her as long as I am able too. ~ ' I kept all the thoughts in my head just in case you'd let go ' ~ personality - she is sunny, energetic, light hearted, and well, the amalgamation of traits that most often make an extrovert, but her willingness to show this extroverted side of her is rooted in her stubbornness to get over the anxiety, the easy embarrassment that she feels. To put into simpler terms: - energetic - sunny - optimistic - intuitive - imaginative - anxious - easily embarrassed - a nervous laugher - stubborn - afraid of judgement - determined - pragmatic - hot headed - defensive she seems composed on the outside, but on the inside? shes a mess of nerves and embarrassment and anxiety and anger. As she grows older with all of this inside of her, she doesn't simply extrovert; she's always been one, always searched for connections with others, she's simply never had the means to make them. As I was saying, as she grows older, she doesn't 'extrovert', she simply bottles up the anxiety, the fear of judgement inside of her, deciding to try and make those connections she's always longed for. ~ ' The edges of our broken hearts didn't fit the parts we need ' ~ future identity - as a kit, well, cis. she doesn't care much about her gender and hopes no one else cares either, but as she goes into apprentice hood and reaches a phase where she want to try out new things, and decides by "trying things out" that she's a demiboy on whim, unfortunately(not that theres anything wrong with it, it was simply wrong for her) and she can figure that out in a few moons and at the end of apprenticeship, she goes to something that's somewhat familiar for her; a demigirl, which is still *wrong* for her but not as wrong as a demiboy, but finally, as she becomes a warrior, she has a revelation(and a learning spree that causes this revelation) that she is the same as how she was when she was a kit, she now simply has a name for it: a cassgirl, and she'll use all fem+neutral pronouns(including all neopronouns other than it/its) she figures out shes pansexual and panromantic pretty quickly, during apprenticehood, but its only later off in life (during late apprenticeship or early warrior-hood) does she realize she is also greysexual and is somewhat between greyromantic and alloromantic ~ ' It's better that we hit restart 'fore it got too hard to keep ' ~ research - n/a ~ ' 'Cause I almost bought you your favorite flowers ' ~ roleplay examples - I'm not sure how I could show this, but I suppose I could show you a possible starter? polaris looked into the horizon, watching as the sparrows flew and trees creaked in the wind. it was an astonishingly amazing sight, they said. it would cure all your worries, they said. well, guess what? it did just that! but polaris isn't exactly the type to acknowledge that and simply decided to move on before noticing another kit/cat doing the same as her - she thought that was what they were doing, at least - and decided it was the perfect time for today's "interaction with other cats who are not family" practice, as she called it, and walked up to them, surprising them from the behind with a "hello!" and only then did she proceed to realize it probably wasn't the best greeting she could give them. ~ ' Now I don't remember their name ' (+)
(+) ~ family dynamics! - with her dad - she's comfortable with her dad, she's less composed than with other cats, as she is with all of her family, and she actually talks to him, not only wishes too. She loves her pa, but they're also intuitive enough to realize that her dad is also dependent on her taking some care of her siblings - not that they care much. she realizes that its not much of a difference anyways, and she's already willing to go out of her way to help them out, so her pa's attitude doesn't bother them in the slightest. with ~ with memento - she loves memento, her second oldest, their ''second in command" as they like to say. She loves and cherishes memento and will always be willing to help them out, no matter what they do, and she will always feel a special bond with them. ~ with evanescent - she cherishes them, no matter what, but despite her attempts, there is simply no special bond between them. she'll always love her as their sibling, but there is no part of her mind that compells her to befriend them more than any of her other siblings ~ with saudade - with saudade... there is simply a complicated relationship. perhaps they will grow closer, perhaps they will grow apart, but I'd like to leave it up to the future. there might be no bond, or maybe there will be. ~ with solivagant - they love and cherish solivagant, like the rest of her siblings, but as you probably know by now, they are intuitive. she notices the small, yet noticable(to them), gestures that pa makes for the youngest child, but... she doesn't care too much. she knows that their dad tries to love them all equally, and she knows that they can't control their dad's actions, so she simply tries to love them all the same, but there's not much of a bond there. she doesn't have a special connection with the youngest like their dad, and they're perfectly fine with that. in the end, their relationships will all be like saudades, but perhaps polaris will try to befriend more than the other. ~ ' I'm glad that I didn't 'cause now that we're better ' ~ trivia! - she loves the color grey but since its not commonly found in nature.... her next favorite color would be a baby blue, found in the early morning - absolutely ABHORS vivid or neon shades of any color - loves looking out at the moths - a randomly good fighter, but due to her hot headedness... yeah, its not that random - they dislike the braids but she also refuses to cut it off since they want to match with evanescent - is a pretty quick learner but struggles without any rules - their favorite prey is sparrow, which is unfortunate for her, considering she is real bad at climbing - she likes staying up for early morning so she can stare into the sky and contemplate something deep before it gets too awkward to contemplate anything deep - hates fish. absolutely loathes it. the texture, taste, feel, and everything about it just makes her gag. if you feed her fish, you're now on her enemy list - she loves the fall but spring is a close second other- uhm.... I feel like I need to ask this but how tall would she be when an adult? or is that up to the owner? ~ credits! - thanks to @I_Like_Graystripe for the original project - @I_Like_Graystripe for the first design, @_blvehour for the second, third is by me! :) - MICO for the lyrics, from the song "Your Favorite Flowers" ~ if you read all of this for some strange reason, thank you :) ~ ' I still get to love you a different kind of way '
