Dear Lilus: I just want to say that I completely understand. I have had a friend with mental health problems too and I have suffered from severe aniexty, ADHD, OCD, trauma, depression, sensory disorder and littery everything else on planet earth lol. I know it is probley hard to go and say that, and it is to me too. Sure, you did do some things that were questionble-but who can say that every person has never wanted to trace in their whole life? But I totally understand why you needed a fresh start, or felt like you needed to hide-i get like that too, so much. It sucks. I heard about a car incident or something-I once fell off a scooter and it left me very traumatized, and I never wanted to go on a scooter again. I sometimes don't leave the house because my aniexty and OCD are so bad. The world can be really hard sometimes, and it can sometimes feel like it wont get better. Just know that it always does, and that no matter what you do, you won't be a bad person. I know you might not read this, or not care, or think its fake, but I really genuinely believe everything I wrote here. Also, I looked up to you and your MAPs a lot. It does hurt to hear this-why wouldn't it? But you told the truth. And that's what matters. -@unistar783 <3
sorry for my bad spelling lol, I have disgraphia </3
