Tw mention of d3ath, bl00d and grieving. Frostedshard had heard the commotion all around camp. 'Someone had di3d' he heard.. 'Honey' he heard.. 'Beaten by a predator' he heard No.. Frosted refuse to believe that. It could be another Honey. He forced himself to believe as he raced through camp. His ear caught another whisper, 'the protector'.. No, No.. It can't be.. The warrior stood in shock, watching his limp sister's body. A pool of bl00d filled the ground around. "Get the medic!" He snarled at another warrior standing nearby. "Don't just stand there!! Get them!!" His body trembled, paws shaky. It's got to be a joke, a cruel joke Honey is playing at him. She can't be.. No she's fine. She's the protector, she's the strongest cat in the clan. She beaten two wolves, she's.. She's his sister. She wouldn't leave him. "Honey, wake up.." He whispered rather firmly. Hoping by some kind of miracle she'll wake up and pounce up on him again. Just like she always does but she didn't.. Not this time. A wave of grief flooded over him, no, he refuse to believe so. She's fine. He waited a few seconds, minutes. Tears was starting to filled his eyes, his vision blurry. "Wake up.. Please." He mewed desperately. His body started shaking uncontrollably. Frosted couldn't take it anymore. He crumpled to the ground, letting the tears fall down. "Honey.. I need you.. Please.." He mumbled, pressing his face to her pelt. He wince, it was cold. The smell of bl00d filled his nose. His mind flashes back to the words he heard, beaten by a predator. Guilt started filling in him, he hadn't been there.. Frost failed. Failed to protect her. "I'm sorry.. Dewy I'm so sorry.. Please?.." He knew deeply she's gone and she won't come back but.. No, she.. She can't leave. He nuzzled deeply into her fur, closing his eyes. Hoping, wishing-Begging for her to wake up and laugh at him for falling to this. Frost opened his eyes, she was still there laying limp. He choked back a sob, nuzzling her gently. He was supposed to protect her, be there for her. He failed. He failed her for the second time. His mind flashes to all his memories with her, the time they spent watching the sunrise together as kits. Training together as apprentice. Hunting as much as they can as warriors. It should've been him, Honeydew she still had a life waiting for her. It didn't matter if it was him.. Frosted wasn't sure how long he had lay there. Seconds, minutes, hours.. time feels slow, he felt numb, nothing seem to be real. A paw nudge him, perhaps it was Indigoflight or the medic that wanted to check on Honeydew or a random cat that cares. But he didn't, he didn't care to look up. Nothing mattered to him anymore, his world had just shattered. He had shattered. Nothing matters.. Not anymore.. Not when the reason, the purpose he's even there is gone. Dang i got so emotional writing this XP this is probably one of the sadd3st d3ath for me in gens despite i already know this might come soon I'm totally gonna miss our Frost and Honey threads, their dynamic is really fun to rp with. Watch him break down even more when he found out she's not in starclan lol (tbh I'm still debating whether he'll be a shade or starclan)
