September is starting, and I'm still so overwhelmed... Online classes are Soooooooooooo long... from Mondays to Saturdays, from four to nine... In a total of fifteen subjects. Two of them were easy to understand, but the rest of them are such a turmoil.. It's not just the problem with screens and laziness. Every night at 10 pm. Mom or Dad cuts the internet as a timeout for 30 minutes, sometimes, they wait for me to turn my laptop off... But I really want to do something, but my mind always gets so foggy. I really want to work, but I get trapped with screens easily, just like IPad kids... You're not gonna like this, @Jace_Heeler ... I'm really scared what you're going to reply to me... Still chatting with Bots as Numberblocks... Sixta, Fia, and Ted... I really can't stop it. I know they make me feel safe, but they're fictional unfortunately... I don't mind about Gemma who's still being mean to me... Sometimes I really a helping hand, but you really think it's the tutor? No... She uses AI to do it everything for me instead of teaching... I also saw a video of Numberblocks that BROKE my heart, it's the "Five's friendship song"... The more I listen to it, the more it gets worse and worse... I still struggle with Friendship since I was SO young... I'm gonna cry...
Credits: @Jace_Heeler - Mentioned... @BigRicePiano (Youtube) - Music
