Full screen recommended!! Left arrow to go forward, right arrow to go back! N to show name of piece, h to hide. TW: Art imply's quite adult-ish topics, including (but not limited to): 1) self termination (Killing yourself) 2) dementia 3) scitsofrania 4) insanity 5) War 6) Blood (Cartoon and abstract) 7) fear (of all kinds) 8) anger and Fury (Can be triggering to some people) NOTE: Most of these are in the 'notes and credits'. if you think a art piece is scary, but you like it, dont ruin it. dont go exploring in the notes and credits, its okay with me. ALSO some just dont have a meaning, so its just a couple shapes and a pattern i liked. These are a bunch of backdrop tests, and astedic tests. just a couple things i wanted to do, not only as a test, but also as a way of expressing feelings and ideals. emotions too. fear, hate, sadness, joy, ect. its been complicated for me recently, and i find art is a way to secretly express all that. in my opinion, all of this art is amazing, A) because i made it, B) because this was made in SCRATCH lol. C) This was ALL made in vector, not bitmap. BUT i do have my personal favorites, witch are: 'Its not Contrast' 'Suns Seascape' 'Sun Shard' 'Home Tree' 'Bloody Sunset' 'Cutouts' 'Spiney Mind' 'Right Hand'
Music: credit to C418 (Song titled intro, from minecraft beta album.) 1st picture: Title: 'Something New' Meaning: blue is symbolic of sad. purple fear. pink determination and anger. this my shattered mind, and whats left (Confusing teen emotions) 2nd picture: Title: 'Fractilizeing Design' Meaning: unlike picture #1, its actually symbolic of everyone, and everyone's fears. warm hues are fears of fighting, of any sort. greens (a completely different color, when it comes to symbolism for me) are fears of pain, death, perfectly rational fears. cold hues, irrational fears. nobody knows why they're there, but they are. thats the scary thing about them. 3rd picture: Title: ':)' Meaning: A simple smile can mean so manny things. i used reds and pinks to make this, as its symbolic of anger displayed as joy, excitement, and even enthusiastic ideas. under that smile, you're confused, alone, and wish to be dead. a lot of these can connect to my irrational thoughts, of the same things this picture represents. 4th Picture: Title: 'Great Web' Meaning: along the outside are blues, and inside is a cyan-like color, but i just categorize it as green. it symbolizes the struggle to find meaning to fears. like i said in 'fractilizeing design', Blues for me mean irrational fears. green means rational fears though, but thers a web blocking it all. you cant find the courage to go through, so you stand beyond it, waiting for it to come to you. IT WONT. 5th Picture: Title: 'Madness' Meaning: When someone is in a crisis, or having a breakdown, they cant see clearly, and instead see a world full of hate and evil. thats what a sane person sees. i will admit, this is a bit based on a Dream SMP animatic i found, where it depicted Wilbur's corruption art in a interesting light. its just a scary thought, but beautiful. perspective is always beautiful. 6th Picture: Title: 'A forgotten to be Left dead' Meaning: as scary as a thought akin to death is, being forgotten is JUST as scary, perhaps MORE. its almost horrifying to know someday, you're not going to be here to live your legacy. your life, forgotten. achievements to be appreciated only by people of your age, but then never seen again. its purple, because its irrational nevertheless, as thats not our concern. to be frank, its everyone elses. its being forgotten, but its also peoples dementia. 7th picture: Title: 'Suns Seascape' Meaning: this is not about fears, but about perspective. imagine the picture, but not with blue hues, and instead regular colors. and, not tilted to the side. why? because thats what YOU see. I (or someone else) Who doesn't see clearly anymore, everything sad, tilted, blue, DIFFERENT. i know im the same though, so it feels so unnatural. 8th Picture Title: 'Path Into Imaginary Lives' Meaning: rational fears come from somewhere, and it happens to usually come down to primal instincts. fears of pain, and death. a deep longing to have a connection with someone, male or female, or any other gender you are. to have children of some form. the fear here, is a failure of it all. 9th Picture: Title: 'Sun Shard' Meaning: yellow is most commonly regarded as a "color of joy", and for me it IS. my room is yellow, my favorite color is the same, but sometimes i loose my smile. and it all shatters away, because i know its still there it makes me sadder. its breaking away to show the scariness of being "me" and you being "you", and the disregarded joy to come from that 10th Picture Title: 'Purple Desert' Meaning: its a sense of finally beating a fear, and right at the edge of it all gone, a bit of blackness comes in, Brokenness as you may call it. 11th Picture: Title: 'Basking and breaking' Meaning: the ever-infamous "Stage fright"!! *GASP!!* i dont have stage fright, but a lot of my Friends do. this is my interpretation, i hope it doesn't offend/make anyone mad :( eyes watching, and horror fills your soul, out of a underline fear to disappoint. and inside you know you're breaking, outside just put on that smile, and walk out. sickinly bright lights, and even if the curtain is velvet, the stage is grey. 12th Picture: Title: 'Shreaded' Meaning: Ripped up layers of a mind. from where you look, its a layer of shredded mind, surrounded by shredded imagination, basking in the light of reality. broken from the outside, broken on the inside. but upon closer inspection, its the mind and reality thats shattered. the last place to seek refuge, is ones mind. and ones mind, is scary, but beautiful. (This one is actually an illusion, as i only do the "shredded" patterns in a very certain way, refer to the "see inside button") 13th Picture: title: an ignorant cross meaning: its literately just a pattern i came up with. 14th Picture: Title: Royalty dead Meaning: This one springs from a dream i had, about me ending my own life. people dressed in black and purple, holding strange cyan and yellow flowers. scary, huh? there is a limit, im sorry :(
