hey everyone, I'm not doing so great mentally right now. I feel like I don't really deserve anyone's love or time, and I just don't have the motivation to keep going. I'm going to have to get ready for church, but I'm dreading having to fake a smile in front of everyone. It used to be so easy to pretend, but it's now it's so hard.... I don't know why. I don't really know why about anything anymore. I'm feeling like I wanna Nice myself right now if you know what I mean... I don't wanna live, but I don't wanna go either, if that makes any sense??? im lwk a terrible person, idk what i'm even doing here Well, anyways, I hope everyone else has a good day :D bye~
