hello! I have a lot going on in my part of the universe, so I thought I would share :3 I am filled with schoolwork, homework, and anxiety. I don't have time to draw, and even if I did, my tablet is at my dad's/grandparent's so yeah I don't have a digital drawing device unless I make yucky art on my computer or on my phone. I am struggling. I hate venting, so I will keep this restricted, but everything I eat gives me guilt. even healthy things. I feel scared to eat, and I really want to step back from social media because seeing skinny girls makes me feel like I can't ever have food. I went down that route too far once and I will not let it happen again. also, I feel like digital social medias and apps are too bad for my brain right now. I am struggling a lot, and I don't want another strike with the scratch team for venting inappropriately. there is more I am struggling with, but again. I hate venting. also heheh, I want to feel healthy, meaning a healthy girl who doesn't rot in her room alone drawing vent art, so I am gonna start walking, hanging out, and escaping from staying home all day. give me ideas!! bye guys!! <33
