Slit the Knot . Riverspirit srp

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Hii hello hi Riverspirit srp. Featuring her least favorite disowned son Lotusbloom hi lotus Slit the knot - A Riverspirit srp “Hello. It’s been… a while since we last spoke. Not that we are speaking now. Perhaps I’m going a little insane, speaking to air as if it were you. Don’t think that makes you special. Don’t think that means I /care/ about you. Quite the contrary. But, for just a moment, I’ll put that aside. Pretend that we’re on speaking terms, that I don’t want to slit your throat. Because Your brother is /dead/, Lotusbloom. Not in any glorious, meaningful way. Just an injury that never healed. And you know what? Sometimes I wonder if that injury didn’t /want/ to heal. That there was a hole in Marigoldcherish’s heart that eventually made it stop beating. I know there has almost always been one in mine. You were the youngest. My flower, my wonderful Ivykit. You know what I said when you were born? ‘Be the knot that ties the rest of your siblings together.’ Hah! What /irony/, isn’t it? How you threw it all away. Decided that some /mossclan/ cat was more important than your siblings. That your idealistic morals were more important than loyalty. And you slit that knot. I don’t think anyone was the same after that. Not Marigold, not Begonia and Gladiolus. Certainly not Purity, huh? And I blame you. I blame you, for not fulfilling your role. What if you had been there? Perhaps if you had been the brother you were meant to be, none of this would’ve happened. Maybe then my firstborn would be alive. But no! Oh no, no. You just /had/ to decide you were more important than everyone else. So more than ever, I despise you. I hope you never, ever come back. Don’t show your face here. But if you did I hope you look Craftysolace in the eyes And see Everything you did reflected back I hope you rot in whatever territory you decided to settle in. I hope that something /horrible/ will happen to you. And I hope you realize how badly you ruined everything. Did you know the ivy flower usually only starts to bloom after 40 seasons? 160 moons. A beautiful sight, or so I’m told. Something I will never see. I put my faith in you, honored my fallen clanmate with your name, and you abandoned everyone. I wonder what Eternalpaw would think. I doubt he’d even care. It’s not like he ever knew you, his namesake. And I don’t ever think I told you that. But I don’t believe you’d have cared. You don’t care about your old clan, your old kin, at /all/, do you? You’d slit that knot, over and over and OVER again. And by the time newleaf rolls around, all the flowers will bloom anew. Perhaps wildflowers will cover Marigoldcherish’s grave. And maybe we’ll forget each other. But I’ll never forget this. Never forget what you’ve done. How you slit the knot.” With vitriol, Riverspirit. Wow I’m so cool guys ok bye now