this is a vent btw -- also yall dont need to comfort me or anything i just like to make projects it helps to let out my emotions/how i feel without taking it out on someone when yall comfort me i always feel bad idk why ToT -- "did you really sleep THAT long?" "i heard you up last night, it was so late" "i went to the bathroom last night and heard you" as if im not aware. and you want to know WHY i stay up late? because its literally the only time where i can be alone without being judged. its also my only chance to recharge my social battery and decompress. and dont even get me started on the other thing. its always "___ pounds?! since when??" "you really eat that much?" "you're so needy, always asking for things." "im not suprised, looking at you.." until its "why wont you eat with us anymore?" "you need to eat something.." "stop being so picky." and im literally a healthy weight for my height and age btw, and still, someone can have weight and still be healthy, are we forgetting that? but go ahead and keep laughing about it like its a joke!! thats totally fine!! this is my own family saying all of ts btw. even strangers online who have never seen me are nicer to me than my family. and its always my "grandpa" too. but in my eyes, he will never be my grandpa. he is just a replacement because my grandma started dating him a couple years after my real grandpa passed.
i had to draw ts w/ my mouse so thats why its actual ahh
