i want to see rofu again, but.. im scared he would ignore me im scared he would leave me im scared he would replace me im scared he wouldn't even care im scared he would even end up like those two I need to stop or else I could lose it
and once I get to that point.. I might get flamed. I might get misunderstood. I might get grounding threats. I might even lose two lc as well. and then she and rofu would see me as a mistake to their eyes. and then they wouldnt care. they woudnt waste their time on me anyway.