Dear Daisy, I've only been here for a moon and I'm already lonely I̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶a̶l̶i̶v̶e̶ I wish I was still alive and with you It's so lonely here I feel like I've been wandering for a million moons Or maybe I have I̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ T̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ Have to be careful what I say I might say something I shouldn't. Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I hope my letter will be l̶o̶n̶g̶e̶r̶ better this time Because I'm still lonely here And it still feels like it's been a million moons Or more But I wish I was still with you And o̶u̶r̶ my kits Marlinpaw Honeybeepaw O̶r̶b̶i̶t̶p̶a̶w̶ Starfishkit Lionfishkit Sawfishkit Sailfishkit These are the only things I'm sure of. Your and o̶u̶r̶ my kits names. Look after them for me Please Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I don't think my last letter was any better than the first, so I hope that this one will make up for it. I miss you Everything about you Your eyes Your smile Your pelt Your scarf Your friendliness Y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶m̶e̶ I hope you miss me as much as I miss you But I still don't understand Why can't I be with you? W̶h̶y̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶u̶n̶i̶v̶e̶r̶s̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶,̶ ̶D̶a̶i̶s̶y̶?̶ Why is life so cruel? And why am I only just realising it? Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I met your brother today Thyme He said that you would never fall in love with someone like me? A̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶b̶y̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶s̶t̶a̶r̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶m̶.̶ You're so nice Kind Pure And I'm not I'm so cruel Horrible A murderer That's what your brother said That you would never fall in love with a murderer And I pretented that you did know What I was But you don't So maybe you would never fall in love with m̶e̶ a murderer But I am In the arena I killed someone, Daisy And celebrated it I'm a horrible person, aren't I? Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I wonder if you ever were in love with me Maybe you were. Or weren't I don't trust my memory any more Maybe you were in love with someone else entirely Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, What a lucky guy If you love someone Or well, cat I suppose ̶m̶y̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶n̶g̶e̶s̶t̶ ̶k̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶a̶p̶p̶r̶e̶n̶t̶i̶c̶e̶s̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶ I wonder if you've met them I'm sorry my last letter came to an abrupt end ̶B̶u̶t̶ ̶s̶o̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I found a place to settle down today It shows me everything I ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ I need It showed me you today I know I said I'd try to make my letters longer But I can't Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I've called it my pool of desires Because it shows me everything I desire It showed me my whole family today And you You too But I suppose we might have been family If I'd lived Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I saw my d̶a̶u̶g̶h̶t̶e̶r̶ son again today Sailfishpaw We argued so much when we met last But today we just wept And something else turned up in my pool of desires today I was expecting your kits Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, If my pool was real, the kits would have been born today I suppose they were, in a way. They looked beautiful I loved them But they're just a figment of my imagination S̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶o̶, i̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶i̶s̶ Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I named them today Stupid, isn't it, when they're not even real? But there's six of them A wonderful litter of six Four girls Two boys For now I support them if they don't want to be what they were born as But this is what I named them if̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶c̶a̶r̶e̶ Hauntedkit For my brother Marlinkit For my family Leapkit For my mother Adorationkit And I don't know why Explorationkit For me, I suppose And Asterkit For you Love Marlinmassacre Dear Daisy, I'm sorry I haven't written for a while I promise I still think about you e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶ a̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶i̶m̶e̶ every second You'd be elder aged now, wouldn't you? See, I've still been counting. Our kits would be apprentices, by now. Or warriors. See, you're the only one I can think about And I'm sorry that this is short But I just wanted to say That I love you Love, Marlinmassacre x
