hey pretty people <3 ok i actually and so proud of this song!! lmk if ygs like it as much as i do. this i think is one of my fav songs ive written and i have written about 50 so..! also for those who know im in a relationship, no this is not about them, we are fine <3 js wanted to write a breakup song bcs uhm i can ⭐ ok enjoy ! mwah mwah mwah ilyy (verse 1) delete the draft. lay awake. feel the tears on my face i honestly hate how you "needed space" now the silence is heavy and the bedroom is cold mourning a story that we never quite told (pre-chorus) staring at the carpet till the patterns start to blur wishing i could unlearn every single thing we were wanted you to love me. hold me on the hill but i guess loving you is an overkill. (chorus) and i hate that i'm the one who's left to bleed paying for a future that you didn't need you wanted space, well now it's miles wide stuck out in the cold while you're safe inside yeah, it's overkill how much i miss you still screaming at the sky from the top of our hill. (verse 2) found your old hoodie at the bottom of the drawer scented like a boy i don't know anymore you move on so fast like it's easy to do while i'm trapped in the ghost of the version of you my friends say i'm dramatic, tell me "let it go" but they didn't see the things you didn't show. (chorus) and i hate that i'm the one who's left to bleed paying for a future that you didn't need you wanted space, well now it's miles wide stuck out in the cold while you're safe inside yeah, it's overkill how much i miss you still screaming at the sky from the top of our hill. (bridge) was i too loud? was i too much? was it overkill every time i wanted your touch? you pulled the plug and just walked away leaving me with all the words i never got to say but the silence is starting to clear up my mind... maybe i wasn't too much, maybe you were just blind. (chorus) and i'm done being the one who has to bleed! giving you the love that you didn't deserve to need! you got your space, yeah, you can keep the view 'cause i'm over the overkill of loving you. (outro) delete the draft. close my eyes. no more tears, no more lies. the bedroom is cold, but the fever is gone. it was overkill... but i'm moving on.
