I am sorry.

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hey again, Remote here, I know, it may be exhausting to hear this name again, but I’d been wanting to make an actual statement for a while now to get things off my chest, since the ‘Mari’ drama has taken a toll on me for about two months now, and I want to address it in a way that feels more honest and unfiltered. I admit some of the details are foggy for me and either I don’t remember anything from that time frame or my brain has filled invisible gaps that are completely incorrect, but I’ll try and cover everything that I can. on July 26th, 2026, I sent a friend request to a user named “IdiotNamedMari” offsite from their scratch page. I admit, I did want to become friends with them, but I ended up taking it too far, going to the point of dating them when they were 13. I didn’t know what I was doing as I was desperate, and even though I knew they were 13, when he told me about the age gap I excused it by saying that I asked one of my other very close friends to be in a queer-platonic-relationship with me and he was 13 (I might not have said this, but this might’ve been something I said to counteract that) in any case, it’s a very poor excuse, and considering I was and still am 16 when this happened, this was inexcusable, and because of this, a month or so later (this is the part I don’t really remember as much) he threatened to expose me in a scratch project. I shrugged it off, thinking it was just going to be a cheap expose and I’d be fine, but to my surprise, it actually ended up working, so well that I got cancelled in only one day. I ended up making 2 projects to fight back, and they both got taken down as well as the original project Mari made. but instead of leaving it alone, I dug deeper, trying to find the core of the problem by making an entire doc that was 30+ pages long to debunk Mari, in which ended up getting deleted a day after and a new doc was written about me, completed in 7 pages, and more liable as it once again got the SSCers to riot over my account. back to Mari though, he did manage to get his IdiotNamedMari account banned, and I actually laughed at him for me getting it banned, which is a stupid thing and extremely childish to do and I apologize for that sincerely. now I admit that most of this was my fault, specifically the part where I dated a 13 year old while I was 16. during the expose, I forgot to mention that I mentioned the “Romeo and Juliet law” that’s only for intimate contact within adults/minors. I brought this up to justify my point against Mari, and I should be fully to blame for this, as it’s completely wrong to mention a thing that’s between intimate contact with minors when I never had that contact in the first place. if you were to blame me for anything, blame me for the fact that I said earlier, and what this whole expose is centered around, that I dated Mari while I was 16 and I shouldn’t’ve, I regret my decisions and I realize it’s immorally and legally wrong, and I should face punishment for my actions. being banned from the Stupid Show Community is completely justified, and not unfair, but the SSC is still at fault for this by sending me death threats, but not the entire SSC, obviously. I’m extremely sorry for what I have done, and I will change for the better by avoiding contact with anyone who may be younger than me on this site, and be a better person overall by bettering my mental health and such. My friends will hopefully not be affected by this as they are completely harmless people and don't deserve to be in this drama, nor be anywhere near this drama as a whole/discussion, if I see anyone bringing any friends of mine up to threaten their reputation or anything I will delete those comments. (I'm mainly talking about here, since he took a break from me at first because of this drama and his rep being tanked along with mine, please don't do this to him or any other one of my friends, especially him.) I’m gonna possibly (most likely) move to a different site, as Scratch has poisoned my mental health and put a permanent scar on me that I can’t get away from, but for a good reason. to do better and change. -RTA