!Warning! _____________________________________________ -Violence -SH -Cursing -Death Proceed if this doesn't bother you _____________________________________________ -Taking place during the time he was going insane, before he killed Juno- *Navy is sitting on his bed his arm covered in oil from him stabbing it* Navy: yeah.. Navy: I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze *hand on head, headache* Navy: *smiles, unnatural* I'm not sure if I should say this, f-, I'll say it anyway Navy: *cutting arm while mumbling* Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase.. Navy: *Painful Memories* I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah.. Navy: *later in the day, spending time with Juno but blocking her from reading his thoughts thinking: I battle with depression, but the question still remains* Navy: *spacing out whilst thinking: I battle with depression, but the question still remains* Navy: *Juno snaps his attention back on her but he nearly stabs her he apologizes whilst thinking: Is this post-traumatic stressing* Navy: *Juno is talking about something when he spaces out* -Effects: Future Navy shadow behind him- *Thinking: or am I suppressing rage?* Navy: *Later spending time with Chione (we don't have a alternate name for her yet so that's her placeholder name)* *Navy is venting to Chione, Chione try's to help but basically shrugs it off saying it'll pass, this whole time he's thinking: And my -Sister- tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase* Navy: *Get's irritable with Chione and snaps at her while she tried to comfort* "Yeah, it's not a f- phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?" *Navy ends up apologizing* Navy: *regardless of the apology he thinks: Yeah, I struggle with this b- sh- every day* Navy: -Effect: Demonic shadow of Navy behind him- *Talking to Chione still but his pupils are more narrow, not okay whilst thinking: And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage* Navy: -Effect: Frozen time, pupils narrowed, fire background that gets bigger at each word?: It obliterates>increase< me, disintegrates me>increase<, annihilates>engulfed< me! Navy: *Snaps arguing with Chione* "'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out!" Navy: *Smiles unnaturally* "I'm a liar, I'm a -killer-, I'm a -insane person-" Navy: *Stabs insanely, killing Chione* "I'm a popular, popular monster!" -Effect: Words showed up in the back- Navy: *starts tearing up* "I break down" *Suppresses and smile gets bigger* "falling into love now with falling apart~" -Effect: Background flashes the words: I'm a popular, popular monster- *Juno shows up, Navy is shaky, Juno is paralyzed at first but then try's to comfort Navy, calming him down at least for now...* Navy: *later he's on his bed staring at the clock* "I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze" Navy: *Memories of successes only for more pain* "Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace" Navy: *TRYING to keep sane mumbling to himself* "I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace" Navy: *doubting himself on staying sane* "How the f- will I escape if I never close my case?" Navy: *spending time with Juno again, she's clearly in denial trying to have normal bonding but he snaps at her* "Oh my God! I keep on stressing, every second that I waste!" *Thinks, blocking Juno: Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take* Navy: *Juno trys to stabilize telling him everything will be alright that what he's going through will fade. Navy thinks: But my 'therapist' will tell me that I'm going through a stage..* Navy: *snaps at Juno* "Yeah, it's not a f- stage, I just wanna feel okay" Navy: *Juno tried hugging at for Navy the worst time he shoves her angry saying* "okay Motherf-, now you got my attention!" Navy: *Teleports behind her pupils narrowed* "I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing" *Breaks defenses and snatches the bow* Navy: *Juno panics and trys to convince Navy to give it over, Navy's pupils are dangerously narrow as he starts straight up slowly destroying the bow as he says mockingly* "And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine?" Navy: *Navy destroyed the bow, Juno asks why he's acting like this and he snaps saying* "Every single f- day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified!" Navy: *Juno trys to calm him down he just laughs and says* "I -felt the feeling to hurt myself- again" *Juno trys to talk but he interrupts saying* "-Broke my arm- just to feel again!" Navy: *Juno hugs him, Navy's knife turns into angelic steel and he stabs her right in the chest* -Effect: words show up as the background turns more and more red: It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me- Navy: *realizes what he did and he hesitates but its too late, Juno's dying, she weekly try's to tell him to hold on to the necklace at least, Navy felt pure pain: ++Continue++
!Warning! _____________________________________________ -Violence -SH -Cursing -Death Proceed if this doesn't bother you _____________________________________________ ++Resume++ 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out, I'm a liar, I'm a -killer-, I'm a -insane person-, I'm a popular, popular monster!! I break down, falling into love now with falling apart~~ Navy: *Juno falls dead, Navy's eyes tear up but at the curse his eyes narrow fully and he suppresses nearly everything: I'm a popular, popular f- monster* *Navy proceeds to practically destroy the dimension "Yeah, here we go again, motherf-, oh"* Navy: *Smiling, eyes narrowed fully* We're sick and tired of wondering.. Navy: *screaming in the storm suppressing emotions* -caring for- a god that -I have killed- Navy: *laughing as he says* We're searching for the truth in the lost and found! Navy: *Pupils narrows more* So the question I ask is- Navy: *breaking, tearing up* Oh, -why- the f* -do I care- now?! *killing* Navy: *in the storm, lightning, standing over where Juno died* "'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a -killer-, I'm a -insane person-, I'm a popular, popular monster! I break down, falling into love now with falling apart" Navy: *crying holding horn necklace to chest* "I'm not a popular, popular monster, I'm a liar, I'm a -killer-, I'm a -insane person-, I'm a popular, popular monster" _____________________________________________ Note: Hope you enjoyed ^^, I also plan to make one on when he came to the RP dimension, and then if I can find a song that fits it, his redemption :/