my bird flew away today. sitting on my bed rn, I finally pulled myself together after sobbing for two hours. I doubt i'll be back anytime soon, if at all. i'll pop in to chat with friends and stuff but because of my mental state rn I wont be able to post anything or be the most active even If I wanted to. I miss him so much. Its all my fault.
if I ever find him or anything ofc i'll let you guys know, but its not looking very good. I live in remoteish forest. I doubt I'll ever see my son again. I wasn't good enough to him, the thing I cared about the most. how can I be good enough to those I care about?
