I have thought and thought about it Told myself I must be crazy And I really know now Im not an Otherpaw I am animal-hearted /otherhearted/Cambihearted/cambitherian/therian?? WHAT AM I From last night’s dream, and all this recent signs.. I realized it. It isnt a hobby to me. I feel deeply connected and associate myself with my hearttypes Wolf, black witch moth, and bat. It was never just a hobby…was it? Was I telling myself it was just because I was afraid? Sorry for posting late. I wanted to tell you all :> Im still working everything out Haha…isnt it ironic..how much they wanted me not to be a “furry”…. This is stupid and im tired. Cambiheart/Cambitherian is a term for someone who looks at both terms and cannot determine which they belong to, and the lines are very blurry to them Otherhearted/animalhearted is a term to describe a person who identifies WITH animals, characters, or fictional beings such as dragons I can’t tell if I identify with my hearttypes?? They are a special part of me, but I’m not sure I think of them quite as family members? Idk if I identify as an animal….its all so blurry Like ik im human but im not sure which title is best for me… BTW THIS IS IS ALL OFFICIAL TERMS, I NOW HAVE MY OWN TERM!!! SEAMHEARTED
When you stare in the mirror and think Is my sanity on the edge and the brink On the ledge, on the edge of collapsing? Do you ever wonder, Is the person there all of me? Am I denying a part of who I am? When you look in the stream and stare Is this all of me, all right there? When you look to your shadow and see things that aint there, do you wonder why you stopped to stare? Is this really me I see? (Poetry of sorts by yours truly:> )
