Hi guys. I just wanted to let you know what's been going on. There have been some..... things going on at my house. I'm honestly wishing that I could be anywhere else. And then there's school. Which I do well at, but it makes my stress, anxiety, and depression go up. And due to those things, I will be more active on scratch. I honestly feel like I don't belong with my IRL friends. A few days ago, one said (or something like this): "You know, you seem really happy a lot of the time. I like it." .... That made me want to cry. I want to tell people about my problems, I want to take therapy.... But I'm afraid that if I unload my problem into them... they'll just hate me.... I've tried to do somethings before (failed) and.... I've had some thoughts that should never be said out loud... I never really fit in. at home. At school. Even here. I want to find more people like me... I just... don't know how to reach out....
So, if it seems like I'm bugging you or something like that, please tell me. I just want someone to like me... someone like me... I know, I'm selfish... I... just want a friend in this world..... Thank you for taking your time to read this crap Ray
