[TW: Drowning and death] "This was it..." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ Millipedecomet closed her eyes hoping that maybe dispute her failure and mistakes Starclan would forgive her, she braced as her paws sunk into the freezing cold tides.. ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ "It was all gone, was I a failure?.. was that really all I'd ever be.." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ Her fur sunk farther into the flooded cavern, until her inky pelt was barely visible in the darkness, pea held her head just above the rising water as high tide pushed into the cave, "Starclan, I beg please answer my calls.." She whispered as she let her head fall beneath the waters. ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ "One last mistake I suppose.. Ha-... I'm so sorry, I wish I said goodbye just one last time.." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ Milly held her breath her eyes squeezed close, every mistake that had broken her leaving but a shell of herself behind rushed through her mind was she really worth forgiving.. Or would the stars even show at all?.. she thought to herself. ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ "Would any one even know I'm gone.. Would anyone morn someone who had isolated themself?.." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ Milly's eyes burst open as she desperately clawed at the ceiling of the cave, "No no no.." She cried out as gasped for the little air left, "Oh stars..Please.. No.. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry please give me one last chance I'll make it up to you please!.. Not now not like this!" The slender she-cat's sobs echoed though the submerged cave as her head fell and rose from the water. ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ "I wish I hadn't been so distant.. I'm so sorry to those I've failed.. To those I've left behind whom may not even know I'm gone.. I'm sorry Sunnypaw, Stormypaw, Scarabmycelium, I wish I had told you just how much you meant to me.." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ Millipedecomet thrashed and cried as her lungs filled with water, "I'm so sorry!!" She cried out as her body went limp, "I'm sorry I failed you my stars.." She muttered under her breath, "i'm so sorry.." The inky black she-cat whispered as her vision began to fade. ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ "I suppose in the end I have only myself to blame.." ☆•°✦⊹-------------{☆}------------⊹✦°•☆ [Oorp]: Thank you so much for the chance to role-play such an amazing cat, I wish I could have done more with her but sadly life had gotten in the way of a lot of her life. Thank you to @rixxypixxy for designing her and for her relationships with doodlebug and sunny, thank you to @puffsushi for allow me the chance to experience scarb and her friendship, even though I didn't do much I still look back so fondly on their threads.
Her body is washed out to sea as the tide goes back in and there will be no body finding rp, ok? The people who knew her may decide if they believe she's dead or still out there somewhere.
