<> Hello! I am @longlivethewolf , but call me Willow. <> I am a teenage scratcher who enjoys reading, drawing, writing, and rping here on Scratch!! My favorite colors are blue, pink, and silver, and my favorite food is oysters (don't judge). I am a competitive swimmer, and I enjoy spending time at the beach or pool! <> I found this roleplay by a lot of scrolling, a lot of time here on scratch looking at litters, no matter what roleplay they were from, and seeing an application on a friends profile, I believe!! <> I love roleplaying, this just seems like an awesome opportunity, and I am all for the idea of a roleplay like this one!! <> Probably an 8/10 on weekdays, dwindles down to a 4 or 5/10 on weekends. <> The cat I am applying to use is a cat called Mystery[kit? not sure if it needs kit or not lol] <> Mystery shall be nonbinary in the future, but rn she's just a baby so she uses she/her pronouns and identifies as female. She will eventually find out that she pans3xual, and feel attraction to all genders. <> Myst will be 1 and 1/2 cycles old. <> [+] Intelligent, patient, calm. [=] Secretive, detached, reserved. [-] Cynycal, apathetic, pessimistic <> Mystery is a very odd cat, able to sit still for hours and just wait. They are very detached, very cynical, and apathetic, not really usually caring enough about anyone. However, they are a very patient cat, willing to sit still and wait, despite being young. Their detachment is chilling, though, and they are usually very pessimistic and don't have much of a belief that things can change, not really holding out much hope for anything. They will also, as they grow older, be very manipulative and cold, though not outright cruel at first. Their lack of care will alarm many, and they will struggle to make friends, likely making more enemies due to their lack of understanding and empathy. <> Pale gray fur, with white and dark gray patterns mixed in with that. I'll include an image, at least of their head. <> Mystery will have a form of Congenital Alexithymia. Congenital alexithymia is a lifelong, subclinical neurodevelopmental trait characterized by a fundamental difficulty in recognizing, identifying, and describing one's own emotions. Present from birth due to genetic or neurobiological differences, individuals with this condition possess a decoupled connection between their brain's emotional centers and language areas. They frequently struggle to distinguish internal emotional states from pure physical sensations—for instance, mistaking the racing pulse of anxiety or fear for simple physical exhaustion or a medical illness. This lack of emotional awareness often leads to a highly logical, concrete, and externally oriented thinking style accompanied by a restricted imagination. While people with alexithymia still experience physiological emotional responses, they struggle to process, name, or regulate those feelings, sometimes resulting in sudden, confusing outbursts of crying or rage when internal stressors reach a boiling point. <> I can't wait to rp in this roleplay; it's actually gonna be so fun!! <> Forgot this above, but could Mystery be a special cat? If not, I can do pondcat!! <> Thanks for taking the time to look at this application, it means a lot to me?
I originally made the art for a ref for a WC, but it fits perfect with them.
