this is the only way i can talk to anyone its terrible, honestly i wish i could have the freedom to be myself i wish i could have the freedom to talk to someone anyone but i cant and i dont know why they just dont want me talking to anyone it hurts honestly the lack of ability to be myself around someone i havent established that connection with anyone i hate it if anyone sees this, im ok. i just want my freedom back i dont expect to get it. but i still have hope im starting to lose it if any others that have similar experiences like me stay strong for me stay strong because i cant not because i dont want to but because they dont want me to be strong i start feeling like a clay doll being shaped into other people's vision of me until they get bored of me and throw me away with no way of me repairing myself maybe thats what i am maybe thats what my purpose is. ughhhh am i venting too much? im sorry...
I'll start being better from now on, will likely move accs eventually.
