Ok so i wouldve put this on my main acc but i dont want it getting too much attention & since this is my 3rd acc it isnt too well known yet- or at least i hope so :33 =============================== Soooo i might either today or someday this week or smt i might not be on for a while cuzzzzzz yeasssss & I lwk just wanna give up tbh I hate everything like my life its so poor & useless like yeah i wanna be greatfull for what i have & i am but my mom just doesnt see it & shes the main center of my problems shes the reason why i dont like to vent or tell people im mentally unwell its cuz im embarrassed to do so & she makes me wanna cry all the freaking time i just hate it just whenever im talking with her i have to cry but i hold it back so i dont look.."weak" in front of her cuz all that matters to her is age. since im this age i can do this & that but ik i can its just i cant do it & my room is so messy :Sob: well i gtg ima miss my bus ======================================= ok back Soo yall probably wont ask but u might wonder "But Voi dont blame everything on ur mom what abt u dad?" Well, My dad was extremely 4bu$!v3 & yeahhhhh so thats a thing abt it but he left but my mom she doesnt like physically 4bu$!3 but shes emotionally & verbally & she guilt trips me a lot, she also manipulative & she does know shes doing it but i think she does it to me so much is cus i might not notice it cuz i dont my sister told me & ill believe her over some b4 who constantly lies Then i hate when i vent to my irl friends they say "Oh well ur mom works 2 jobs give her a break! Shes trying her best." Tch LIKE I FREAKING CARE IF SHES WORKING 2 JOBS! SHE LITERALLY RAN ME OVER! U THINK IMA JUST LET IT SLIDE?????? HELL NO!! ALL OF THEM ARE LUCKY I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY DED YET!! & HER WORKING 2 JOBS IS JUST AN EXCUSE SHE ONLY WORKS THEM BECAUSE SHE CAN BARLEY EFFORD THE BILLS & THEN SHE SAYS "Voi are you paying for the bills? no. so stop complaining." IM ONLY 13 OF COURSE IM NOT GONNA PAY THE BILLS WHAT DO U EXPECT okok im crashing out i have a test in civics gng
