Why am I always like this? Friends leave me so much. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!? Do I deserve it? ___________________________________________________ The loneliest people in the world, are usually the kindest because they know exactly how it feels like to be forgotten. Why though? I stare at the floor thinking, when will it get better? when will people be kind to me? I can't do it anymore. When will I get a break? When will life change? When will I be happy? simple answer, it won't until you change your mind set. I look out at the stars, people like it because they shine so bright, but inside there dead. But if no one told you the stars were really dead how would you know? If you didn't know your friend trash, wouldn't you would be willing be there friend, but if you knew they were trash, you wouldn't be there friend. How much longer must I keep this up? You can't trust anyone. I keep debating to help people or to help my self, or do I neither? Should I give up? Or should I keep going? Love is the worst pain, but love it the best thing to feel. Should I keep going. I SWEAR TO GOD I ALMOST DROWNED YOU ASK ME HOW IVE BEEN BUT HOW I COULD BEGIN TO TELL YOU I SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE YOU ARE DATING. But it's too late. You were the best experience but you were also my everything. I give up. I am only 17 and yet I am thinking about this. It's not like I can tell anyone this. Wait, I made it? OH MY GOSH I MADE IT. PLEASE ALMOST THERE! You traitor. Why did I even trust you why did I even come back?
(lore of pixi!)
