it's really long uhh if you're really good at singing can you like raw vocals it for me I wanna see how other ppl interpret this If i ran away Or when I do I’d want to be far from you Somewhere where evil can’t go Somewhere I can be alone Somewhere to hide Somewhere to die From crying myself to sleep Late at night I hate my body I hate my face And it’s half yours So just something to replace You didn’t ask for much But what does that even mean If it’s only for you I’d bleed For you I’d wallow in pity For you I’d starve myself Just to feel pretty Because you hate it And maybe me I loved you a lot Can’t say I do anymore So I sat bleeding on the floor Praying you’d be too late Like you usually were But you came at the thud Knocked on my door I told you to screw off The doctor asked what for You said I tried to die When really I never did I just hated being a kid Cause it meant You never loved me. Photo albums wear away You forgot the time I can’t unsee the day The day you never said I’m glad you’re okay I just needed a lie But no, I wanted to die I wanted a quick escape An easy out From your house From your lies from your name But I’m just a pawn in your game I hate my body I hate my face And it’s half yours So just something to replace You didn’t ask for much But what does that even mean If it’s only for you I’d bleed For you I’d wallow in pity For you I’d starve myself Just to feel pretty Because you hate it And maybe me I loved you a lot Can’t say I do anymore So I sat bleeding on the floor Praying you’d be too late Like you usually were But you came at the thud Knocked on my door I told you to screw off The doctor asked what for You said I tried to die When really I never did I just hated being a kid Cause it meant You never loved me Maybe in those moments As my vision blurred You still saw her The girl of your dreams A doll not ripping her own seams A perfect little flower Watered every hour But flowers die As did your love for me Something about my history If I did this a lot I said I hate my body I hate my face And it’s half yours So just something to replace I asked for a punch Now I don’t look the same Changed my first name You don’t call me back I guess I deserve it Wish you loved me Anyway.
