I think arguably, if I was to not exist, it would be for the better. Of course there may be those who believe that every life has a worth to it but I do not believe that in the case of mine. I am quite an annoying person, I've been told that a lot and I try but its clear I'm either not doing it hard enough or iam and I just suck. I am fragile and skinny, I don't know why, but why are all the other boys around me less skinny or more athletic and I sit here, weak, useless, and a lucky idiot (I don't even know how I'm in honors anyways.). I whine too much, don't I? I have 0 discipline and give up easily, what's my purpose if I dont have one? I also practically have no best friends, I mean I had one, but shes more quiet towards me now, that's okay, I understand people move on though. My art has gotten worse day by day, I fail to grasp basic concepts. I have 0 creativity whatsoever too, no imagination, just a lousy idiotic ipad kid aren't I? I also attention seek a lot. I have minimized this to almost zero, there's a chance this may be apparent on dbd, but its not enough, but I don't know where else to whine. I am simply a useless being, now imagine what the world would be like if we take out said useless being? I should've never been born.
this is about birth, not death. I reshared this because it got worse. please don’t talk to me about this situation. I don’t want anyone to worry about me whatsoever and I’m sorry to those I’ve pushed away, I don’t want to talk to anyone because I don’t want anybody to have to deal with me especially on the internet,
