i got a 44 on a math test...am i just stupid??? i have been struggling with math for a long time: since 4th grade and i never really...i guess liked it because of that. for some odd reason every time i learned something that happened to do with it my brain automatically forgets how to do it or if im doing it right my brain just forgets halfway through and it makes me look like an idiot my family just believes i am lazy no matter how hard i try doing this stuff because i need it it never works...