hi! its sen chan here so the reason why I have not been online alot anymore is because--ok I'm just going to say this straightforward I GENUINELY Hate my life,I hate my mom,my family (everyone except my grandparents and my brothers and my cousins and my dad),I don't really like myself at all, I hate my uncle the most,but mom you could have helped me you could've have ATLEAST pretended to care and now, because of you letting that happend I tried to end it all I feel disgusting,filthy,I hate my body now I will FOREVER hate it anyways--bye my angels!.