TW: Themes of abuse ___ Prone to be rewritten/clarified(I did NOT write this well plus this is sort of a shorter version bc I struggled putting it into words) ___ ███████ was never really treated like a person. Not since [she] met them. She was merely a plaything. Something to take out whatever they were feeling on. [She] was the weakest out of them. They knew [she] couldn’t defend [herself], and they made sure [she] was too scared to ever try. ███████ rarely ever had time to [herself] because of them, so [she] would often daydream as [her] own little escape. ███████ was absolutely miserable unless [she] was in her own little world. [She] would often envision [herself] as an entirely different person with an entirely different life, and would stay in that little dream world of [hers] whenever [she] could– however, reality would constantly force [her] back awake. [She] lost more and more of her grip on reality as time went on and the treatment of her continued. [She] never went on to experience actual love or relief. They would sometimes claim they loved her, but that was the only idea [she] had of the concept of it, and [her] head was the only relief [she] ever got. Reality got more and more unbearable, but it wouldn’t let [her] stay in that little world of [hers] either, constantly pulling [her] away from it. Things stayed the same for a long, long time… Until [she] learned about Blue Light. In a fit of hope, upon visiting Blue Light for the first time [she] begged Blue Light to make [her] into something not [herself]- anything but what she was and the life she lived. Blue Light obliged to this, but twisted what ███████ had asked for a little. Since ███████ had merely said ‘anything’- not just someone else or just a different life- Blue Light made [her] into something else entirely. Something that… wasn’t really a planet anymore- with no real core and a false soul. More so a creature that could more-so imitate a planet if it’d like- a mimic. Blue Light named her Mallory and made the universe forget who ███████ ever was. Mallory was surprisingly elated. She could finally make herself into anything she had ever dreamed of being, and she was completely free. Mallory’s perception of reality at that point had become completely distorted, and that distortion was made worse by the change- she became completely blind to almost any sense of morals, and would often lure/deceive planets so that she could feed on them or ‘play’ with them. Mallory still never got to experience real friendship or love, but it was okay. …Mallory was happy now… :) ___ (YES SHE IS MEANT TO BE IMPLIED TO BE TRANSFEM, BUT IT'S VAGUE SORRY-) (AGAIN RLLY SORRY I DID NAUT WRITE THIS WELL-)
Song: Kyu-Kurarin - Iyowa(ARRANGEMENT) _ Extra cuz why not </3: - Mallory doesn't tend to eat in front of people unless they already know about her real mouth - Mallory can simulate any personality it wants to display but typically just displays its natural personality - Mallory's secondary voice only comes forth in her true form - Her true form probably looks like an eldritch horror of some sort(Idk how to DRAW WHAT I HAVE IN MIND but I mean... time to research for hours on how Dr. Nowhere draws entities!/silly) - Mallory's favorite part is the lungs - Mallory gets dizzy easily - Mallory really really likes cute things - Mallory's favorite normal food is cotton candy - Mallory doesn't really sleep anymore but it's not incapable of sleeping - Due to Mallory's distorted reality perception she can't really recognize the feeling of guilt or remorse in herself that well