My bf thinks it's "f*cked up" that I miss the guy who was my best friend for 2 years. He thinks it's "f*cked up" that I miss my best friend who I was inlove with for 2 years. He thinks it's "f*cked up" that I can miss him and h@te him at the same time. He thinks it's "f*cked up" that I miss the ONLY person who has ever known me better than I know myself. He thinks it's "f*cked up". HE THINKS HE'S A BAD BOYFRIEND NOW BECAUSE I MISS MY BEST FRIEND WHEN HE'S THE ONE WHO KEEPS ASKING IF I WOULD LET HIM GO THROUGH MY PHONE. Like, yeah, YOU'RE A BAD BOYFRIEND. I've spent the last hour crying because I miss my best friend and he says it's "f*cked up".