Hello, I'm 17 now. My actual life starts soon and I still feel like a kid. I don't really know what I'm gonna be doing in the time after school. How does life even continue from there? I mean, yeah, college, but is that a guarantee? Nothing is. In 2020, I made this scratch account. I've been here for 6 years. That's basically half my life for now. I've known nothing else and no other joy than being here. I've had the worst school year of my life in the form of 11th grade last year. It makes me think I'm not ready. I'm pretty sure not. Where am I even going, really? What am I gonna be doing for my next birthday? What will I do? Where will I be? I don't know what the future holds. I don't want to either. I just have to wait, I guess. So yeah 17 Woo