What is pity nowadays. People already don't give a crap about other's death and just make fun of it or just say anything rude about it. I am afraid that anyone I know dies. and someone might make fun of it. I don't want to think about it. I seen enough. I see how they made fun of Oliver Tree. Ive seen what they said about Owen. I have seen what they say about Dolly. I see what they say about others who passed away. they are made into jokes by some of my damn peers. I AM AFRAID TO TELL THEM OR ELSE THEY WOULD MAKE WORSE TO ME. I AM ALSO AFRAID OF THE FUTURE AND WHAT WILL CURSE ME AGAIN. I AM ALMOST TO THE POINT OF INSANITY. AND THEN PEOPLE KEEP HAMMERING NAILS INTO MY HEAD (bothering). THEN WHEN EVER I WAS TOLD A HORRIBLE THING. INSTEAD OF ASKING. THEY JUST LAUGH AT ME. LAUGH LIKE I WAS A CLOWN IN THE CIRCUS WHO DID SOMETHING FUNNY (about to cry). THEN I KEEP REMEMBERING WHEN PEOPLE HURT ME AFTER I DONE SOME ACTIONS. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO! WHEN WILL THIS ALL END!!!
(vent project) (Track: Hurtful - rabbit_man222)
