Hahahaha! I have lost my ssense of self and everything!… heheheheh. :( I ultimately don’t feel okay. I don’t even know who I am anymore. All I know is I wanna be charming just to simulate having friends, and I know I have friends here, but irl I feel very distant from them.
No I’m not really fine, but I’m acting fine and so I feel fine? I… I am fine and not fine at the same time! Too emotions at once ya know!? :D :( I wish I could cry…
