i really hate life rn. there’s this girl i like, and she’s kinda my temporary ex?. idk how it works, but thats what she said when she broke up with me. that it’s “temporary”. but is it really? are we really just friends now? is it casual between us now? i see you staring at me and following me around. i notice. but i think you’re trying to make me jealous, because i saw you up on everyone of your friends then staring back at me today. i confessed to you, because back then you showed signs, but then you didn’t know what to say. you said you “messed up”. but did you really? cause i think you don’t want what was us anymore. i genuinely love you, addy. i really do. please come back. i miss you.