something about an identity crisis i guess -- xoxo lyrics i probably didnt follow Does anyone else ever feel like they’re on trial? Or am I just in denial? Paranoia and everyone’s watching me I can’t see pretend from reality I’ll cry a little bit Pick myself up Get back rolling Cause life is just an audition tape Who knows what’ll happen when you end up on stage When the director calls for the cut He can’t ever have enough Every role I play feels like a lie But if they want a mean girl I’ll sure be a snitch (uh huh yeah) If they want a sweet girl I’ll go clean the fridge If they want a smart girl I’ll wear some glasses If they want a dumb girl I’ll act like molasses Being me was just too hard So I’ll just go out for another part Find some guy who’s vibe I like Then leave him hanging after One night Because sticking with something for too long Just doesn’t feel right I’ll cry a little bit Pick myself up Get back rolling Cause life is just an audition tape Who knows what’ll happen when you end up on stage When the director calls for the cut He can’t ever have enough Every role I play feels like a lie But if they want a mean girl I’ll sure be a snitch If they want a sweet girl I’ll go clean the fridge If they want a smart girl I’ll wear some glasses If they want a dumb girl I’ll act like molasses Am I even me anymore I don’t see myself in any mirror Who to be isn’t getting any clearer I’ve played the martyr I’ve played the murder I’ve been the reason he stopped trusting And in the end every role feels like a lie I’ve been a SNitcH I cleaned the fridge I wore some glasses Glued my mouth with molasses And will it ever end?