tw for thing you wanna do when ur tired of life what starts playing in my head whenever my parents get mad at me or yell at me and I feel bad after my mom called me cynical and says I need to be more positive and outgoing and she asked me if i'm mentally okay not that she cared she just heard a story about a 13 year old who c0mmitted and got temporarily worried for her own kids I didn't give her a clear answer of course because she would send me to therapy if I said I have super strong mood swings that makes me the lowest of the low, like those days i feel like i could 'do it' without hesitating and I feel super happy and enjoying life the next i think my relationship with her hasn't been the best recently if I'm being honest my friends also always joke about c0mmiting like "imma do it" just because they're tired of school or sick of something they don't mean it and just say it to say it it's been getting on my nerves more you shouldn't joke about that and sometimes I feel super lonely and feel like nobody wants to talk to me or be real friends with me when I know there's people irl and online (mix of on here and on cc) who care about me and my mental health or maybe they don't idk not adding this to no studios don't forget to check in on your friends, you don't know what they're going through <3 (mine never check on me ToT/hj except you ava lol) your a big girl nowww no more daddy's little girlll
song by the stylistics (this song is me guys/j) might consider using sua as a self insert idk brah
