I'm someone who breaks down easily. I'm someone who doesn't know how to act. I'm someone who doesn't listen. I'm someone who can't keep still. I'm someone who pushes themselves to the limit. I'm someone who pretends to smile. I'm someone who my parents don't want me to be. I'm someone who gets up.. only to get back down. I'm someone who is afraid to love. I'm someone who is scared of their past. I'm someone who doesn't want to live like this. I'm someone who can't forget the past. I'm someone who is abused. I'm someone who just wants to be loved. I'm someone who can't hold back tears. I'm someone who tries their best. I'm someone who wants to go. But doesn't anyways. I'm tired of keeping the same smile- pretending that i'm okay- I'm tired of laughing at jokes made towards me that hurt on the inside. I'm tired of living. I just can't bear the thought of leaving people I love.
