I-I can't even.. My glasses are so foggy I can barely see these words..... My project last night is nothing to this. My cat Popcorn yesterday, she came in. She came into the house, limping, crying out in pain. We put her in the bathroom. On a soft blanket, food, water, everything she needed. My mom opened the bathroom door this morning to find her laying still.. My sister woke up, heard the news, and woke me up around 6:30. I...... I had an amazing connection with her because right around Winter she'd always slept on my bed. Now I don't even have that experience.. Not anymore Not ever... I loved her deeply I don't want to lose her.. I've already lost so much, I don't even care anymore if someone sees me crying at school Sure, I've lost a lot of animals. The only ones I really cried for were the ones I gained a lot of connection or spent a lot of time with.. Popcorn was the one. She was the one I tried to take care of the most. One to love. Now I don't even know... I don't even know what to say anymore Do I take a break? Don't go to school? Lay in my room, day after day, crying? Never getting better? We don't even know what happened to her. I felt her hip, she was still slightly warm there was a huge bump, then a deep curve.. She could've got hit by a car, like my dog.. Attacked by a fox, like Popcorn had before..
I don't need as much support, @Darkflower158 needs more I feel like. This was posted at 6:48 for me in the morning..
