This song made me cry when I was listening to it. The second and last one is what I do the most... I lie to myself... that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm not fine until I escape from this place, this trap, this prison. I can never use the word home...because I don't have a home emotional and mentally... in real life I smile a lot so people don't ask me what's wrong and then I break down...on scratch I use a lot of exclamation points to make myself seem happy, I can't even be true to my Best friend( on scratch) I don't feel pain anymore because of how much pain i've felt since I was 6yr old, that was the beginning...*sighs* anyway guys Remix!!! -@QuackNishi