why. why is one of my friends stalking my cousin and WHY is my friend being harassed?? Not only that I have problems too but rn I cant deal with them since I COULD ACCIDENTLY BE IN SOME DRAMA WITHOUT KNOWING ABOUT IT AND COULD GET HURT. I don't wanna lose anyone. if I lose her I'll feel like I'm losing HIM again. I've helped all my friends not want to end it all. And one of my friends might end it because someone is being rude. I CANT DO THIS I CANT I DONT WANT THEM TO BE HURT BUT IF I GET IN IM GONNA GET HURT MAYBE I SHOULD JUST KEEP NODDING AND LISTENING AND BEING DUMB AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT IM GONNA BE LOOKED DOWN ON BY OTHERS CUZ IM DIFFERENT AND SINCE IM A WOMAN IT MAKES ME A EASY TARGET, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP BEING DUMB AND ACTUALLY TRY TO BE GOOD? STOP DOXIGN SOTP BEING IRUDE STOP IT STOP STOP ITPS TPIPOIOTSP
if I'm ever able to get alone with a knife. I might not be clean for my whole life ever again.
