DESIDOLIA IS CANCELLED!!! I'm writing a different song instead, find the lyrics here ↓ [11+] Beyond Redemption It’s been a while since I last felt fine I secretly beg for no more time My friends all laugh and ignore it all When I helped them then; now it’s just missed calls, Are they okay? Is there something today? And my family won’t help much either She said it’ll get better but I don’t believe her Can I take this anymore? Is there anything else that’s in store? No way for me to rejoice, finally I use my voice “There’s no reason for you to cry It’ll make no difference before I die” I’ll grow wings and fly away When I leave this world, it’ll be ok There’s no reason for objection My life is just a social rejection You don’t need to show me affection Because my world is beyond redemption! The last night I look up and see A beautiful night sky, so pretty, And beautiful and composed, unlike me I try to keep going But my will to stay ain’t growing It’s ok, no one cares, I loved them too much, I guess it’s fair Can I take this anymore? Is there anything else that’s in store? No way for me to rejoice, finally I use my voice “There’s no reason for you to cry It’ll make no difference before I die” I’ll grow wings and fly away When I leave this world, it’ll be ok There’s no reason for objection My life is just a social rejection You don’t need to show me affection Because my world is beyond redemption! I helped my friends every time they were sad Now they ignore me each time I say I feel bad The voice in my head goes “everyone hates you” But anyways I’m too blind to see the truth Can I take this anymore? Is there anything else that’s in store? No way for me to rejoice, finally I use my voice “There’s no reason for you to cry It’ll make no difference before I die” I’ll grow wings and fly away When I leave this world, it’ll be ok There’s no reason for objection My life is just a social rejection You don’t need to show me affection Both our lives are past redemption I try to cry but nothing will come out Even if i’m shot no one will listen to my shout I’m simply rotting flesh and bone Soon heaven will be my new home
