Long story short, this drama happened. I haven't felt this stressed in a bit, so imma be stepping away from scratch for a few days. to talk with family, friends, touch grass, etc. Being online so often is definitely not healthy for me. Plus when I'm stressed I lose the ability to communicate with people. so it's better all around anyone reading this, drink water, touch grass, you're doin great </3 and take care of yourselves low effort project I know