I don't really talk at all irl actually Unless I'm with someone I know or am feeling social (which is... Not often) I like to sing sometimes, though. In private. Where nobody can hear me. :3 Picky eater - specific textures bother me sometimes, and others I really like. I'm kind of weird since I'll be fine with a texture one day, then not like it the next day. If I'm accustomed to a taste of one food type (e.g. meat has been mentally categorised as 'savory') I will not eat that food if the taste is wrong (e.g. the meat is sweet tasting). I also will NOT eat anything if it gets stuck in my teeth like popcorn kernels or if it's sticky and makes my hands messy (I HATE getting stuff on my hands and will frantically wipe them off if they're sticky or covered in anything) Being a military brat has made it to where I can't afford be bothered by change and have to adapt to new environments quickly There are times I'm either staring at a person unblinkingly or will be actively avoiding eye contact (usually when they're looking me in the eye for too long, I'll break eye contact and try to avoid reconnecting my gaze with whoever I'm talking to) I have two irl friends who rock themselves subtly, and I tried it. I've been doing that a little now lol, it weirdly helps with my back pain. I also fidget a lot, like shaking my legs or rubbing the back of my nails repeatedly (smooooooth :3) I HAVE A WORRY STONE BUT I KEEP FORGETTING TO BRING IT I've also been told I have a really weird walk. Like, I can walk straight for a while, then suddenly my whole torso's at an angle and I look like a very awkward zombie shuffling down the halls and avoiding everyone 'cause I don't wanna be touched :3 I can't control when this happens, and it makes me bump into walls and stuff, which makes me really frustrated (which then makes me more sensitive to things, which makes me MORE upset)
Alfadhirhaiti - Heilung I do not own the rights to this song. I love this song :3 ESPECIALLY WHEN THE VOICES GET DEEPER UAGHHHHHH it tickles my brain in the best way AND THE CREEPY AMBIANCE BEHIND IT ❤
