art dump that i don't have a creative name for

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HEYYYYY GUYS!! I KNOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE!! I've still not been able to repost one of the art dumps that ST took down, might give up on that :( LIFE UPDATE!! I'm a full-time college student, graphic design major!! I'm living on campus in a dorm with a very cool roommate and everyone that I have met here is so cool and nice. I LOVE it here. I'm still struggling a lot with my mental health but it's definitely noticeably improved since I moved here <3 I'm sorry I don't have more art to show from how long it's been since my last one! I've been so busy and so stressed with classes and homework that I just have not had much time for personal art. I would like to think that I'm still improving though!! How have y'all been?? Tell me all about it!! space/click/arrow keys CONTENT WARNING: this art dump contains several pieces of vent art. I was, and still am, having some really tough mental health struggles. my art is my way of processing and expressing it. I apologize if this makes you uncomfortable <3 1. baby girl doodles 2. WARNING! eyeball..? but like up close and personal. may be disturbing to some!! 3. idk a doodle I did 4. bug hugs!! <33 5. ttttttwo?? thrrrreeee?? years of improvement?!! I did not date the original drawing. eyes are fun to draw!! 6. I drew this inspired by a song but I do not remember the song :skull: 7. MY GAY DOOMED DEPRESSED WITCH BOYS <3333 (+brushbuddy) 8. this drawing was my "well crap i was doing great but now all my issues came crashing back on me haha :D" moment 9. <3 10. I was doing so very great for the first week or two after moving into my dorm that I felt weird because I was so used to being sad/upset/depressed all the time and it felt wrong, like something was missing (be careful what you wish for, kids </3 it didn't take long to show up again) 11. sketchbook page from a happy day!! 12-13. ENDACOPIAAAAAAAAAAA 14-16. WARNING FOR BRIGHT COLORS!! potential eyestrain! I tried something way out of my comfort zone and it was so fun actually, the bright colors are addicting (if the colors on 16 look weird on the background, my devices keep messing them up </3 i promise it doesn't actually look like that) 17. brought back these two!! anyone recognize them?? they were never in the same universe but now i'm thinking they ought to be, they'd get along 18. their original designs & art........ 19. them in Shift At Midnight 21-22. some silly clowns I drew to cheer myself up! I love them <3 23. a piece that I never did and never will finish 24. idk I drew a tissue in my class sketchbook lol 25. MY DRAWING II TEACHER MADE US DO THIS HORRIFIC ASSIGNMENT where she showed us a VERY blurry picture and had us draw it. after we'd all done that, she made it slightly less blurry. over and over, so we were very slowly building on the drawing, forcing us to work general to specific instead of getting lost in the weeds. when we finished, the picture was UPSIDE DOWN so we got to flip our drawings over!! it was fun, just really really frustrating loll 26. flipped over :3 I like my trees at least! 27. a doodle in my class sketchbook that I like 28. vent piece 29. some quick gesture/figure drawings! I need more practice doing this and I need to get over my fear of doing it traditionally.. 30. last but certainly not least, thank you. you two have saved me more times than probably either of you realizes. you both are constantly pulling me out of my darkest moments, helping me without hesitation, and showing me endless amount of love, kindness, and acceptance. you two have brought so much joy and fun into my life, you make me laugh every day, and you have been the biggest blessing I ever could have asked for. I thank God for you all the time, you are the coolest, most amazing people ever and I am so thankful and lucky to have you as my friends. I love you both so dearly. Thank you so much <333 Raaahh I'm gonna go to bed now, I need to get up for a morning lab tomorrow and I should not be up still :) I hope that you enjoyed and that you are doing well!! You're doing great and I love you and in case no one has told you today, I'm proud of you <3 you're doing great!! you got this!