Personally? middle school has been very tiring and overwhelming. Ik i should enjoy my 8th grade year, but with these class clown wanna-be's and annoying yapping boys in my class? yeah no im switching classes to save my life from going back to d3pr3ssi0n again. Ever since week 3, Ive been compressing my emotions every day. I be drinking and drinking more monster or rockstars everyday through the day (to cope with my stressing life I am forced to have), sometimes I need to bring it to school just to survive!? look i understand its unhealth to drink monster or any energy sodas, but if I need to survive middle school? I might as well drink three everyday to survive this hell circus of boys and girls. i feel like im burden to my rl friends i feel like im too much for anything or anyone i feel like a whole on a ground, where everyone is avoiding me Its not even funny how now people are s3xu4ling me on other social media for being chubby and editing my body for inappropriate content. I just wanna d0xx the dude posting the videos of me from all of social media and end my connection with everyone i known for. like i feel like my dreams of ever going to collage is going to fail so bad that i will quit. Even my family makes me feel like i am a useless lazy creature made to torture. My dad wants me to have straight As and wants me to help pay rent. My siblings (expect jundi) had been blaming me for things I never said or did. Everything has been too much for me. I have to take a break until I get my mental health is better becuase this school year is the absolute hell this year. k bye bye thanks for listening to my vent :)
