I wrote this and i’m crying

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“could we by any chance meet Evie?” Dusk asked  after the three had an argument on who was paying for breakfast, Anson stiffened up “sure, but she isn’t exactly a typical girl she’s more like if you put a stone cold killer with emotional manipulation powers into the body of a girl but still kept the overreacting.” Dusk just started laughing at what Anson said. “I still want to meet her” he said through the laughing “it’s not funny last night I went to visit her and she threw two pillows at me and got into an argument because I wanted a thank you for kinda saving my life” Anson sighed rubbing his temples as the three of them walked to her room. “you know she can’t be that bad” Astro said as they got to the room. CRASH!. “I can feel your presence you vixerns!” they heard Evie yell and Anson opened the door and got a pillow in the face “Again!?” he yelled storming into the room Dusk and Astro followed behind him “well last time you annoyed me” Evie hissed then she snapped her head around to look at Dusk and Astro. “hey Evie i’m Dusk and this is my younger brother Astro” Dusk introduced himself. Evie took one look at him and said. “your life is miserable because your born with rare magic and the village uses you while you use charm to make yourself feel loved instead of used.” Silence none of them could say a word. “ok I take back saying she’s not that bad” Astro whispered and Evie turned to him for a second. “too optimistic, tries to find good in everyone also born with rare magic and hated by most of the kids for looking like a freak.” Evie said like reading the days weather Dusk and Astro were hurt by Evie’s words “h-how can you do that how do you know?” Astro asked tears pricking his eyes. “it’s simple I have empath powers but I use them against the person who is feeling whatever they are feeling,” “that’s so cruel!” Dusk yelled his calm and mischievous mask cracking “why why would you do that!?” Evie’s face went dark. “because. Because is it disturbing that I like to see you insecure that I like to make you mad and afraid of me!?” Evie hissed. “yes it does” Anson whispered to Evie “because they are people who have hearts unlike you.” Evie’s face slipped and showed a sign weakness before hardening again “you think I was born without a heart I wasn’t born will all these scars but when you’re an orphan with powers you get broken until you have no heart!” she said whispering the first part the getting louder until she was yelling. “but it’s fine you didn’t watch them break me so you wouldn’t understand nor would you understand why Owen came for us instead of a guard” she paused “you have no idea what it’s like to be stripped of all your feelings until the only thing that’s left is a broken child growing up knowing the only way to survive is to know what your target is like and their weaknesses.” Evie was now breathing heavily tears gathering in her eyes and she clutched the beds mattress until her knuckles turned white.  Dusk turned his head away “I know” he whispered “ I was broken too but not the way you were, Astro lets go” Dusk and Astro left leaving Anson and Evie alone after a while of silence he tells Evie. “please try to have more empathy for them” and leaves “I can’t because there is nothing in me” Evie whispered to herself as she curled up and cried silently.