Sometimes I wish I was mechanical Sometimes I wish I couldn't feel pain I wish I couldn't feel stress I wish my nerves wouldn't jump I wish the screaming would end I wish I could feel happiness I wish I could sleep knowing life is secure I wish I could be with her I love all of you and that feeling grows everyday Sisters, brothers, family. But I can't keep going anymore There is nothing to wait for me. I am damaged beyond repair. Therapy isn't happening. She's only getting worse towards me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
(This is a mini breakdown. I am ok and at no risk of $H right now. If you have any questions please ask.) I was kicked out of my home last night. I'm staying with my little brother and my dad at my mamaw's for the time being. I'm hoping something happens where I can stay with Mckenzie or someone else soon, at least for a bit. I still can use DC and Scratch but I can't play SSBU or other games rn so I'm sorry if any of you wanna play and I cant. I'll be with Lucas for a couple hours after school so that's cool (hopefully I don't get sick from the stress which feels like its happening rn) update: i am sick
