song is I Hate My Mom by GRLwood
I hate them so much don't mind me crashing out down below I hate them so so much because they abuse me 2 they don't even feed me and I feel like I am useless and i'm trying so hard not to cry while I feel like a b#$^ and I really want to be shot to death, choked to death, beheaded, exploded to death, frozen to death anything to oof my life and now my older sister is giving me more stress and forcing me to be "ahead" of the class the school year just started for me and now I have more work to do while pulling out my hair because of the stress I hate my life and myself. and I feel so bad for my younger sister Am because she looks up to me and @idkwhat-tosay and I don't want her to be crying over me or @idkwhat-tosay but she looks up to me a crummy stuipid b!+## who can't even control their mental thoughs of dying during school or home she could have chosen my older sisters anyone else besides me... I don't want to hurt her more than I have when I lost her at a park it took me 2 hours to find her and she was crying bc she almost got kidnapped I still blame myself for that happening only if I didn't leave her to get mine and her water bottle. I hate everything in the world except my friends, my friends on scratch, Am, and people I know that aren't the rest of my family