Yeah uh, I feel stupid. I make decisions and then regret them later and it feels like I take it out on other people in tiny ways, and even if they don't notice it (which they probably do)...I notice it, and it's a lot for me. I feel like I'm a generally fragile person and I don't mean to be annoying about it, if you find me annoying. And I feel like I'm hurting people. And I'm sorry. And that's why I'm quitting this account. At school, for the past 3 weeks, I've been trying to just lay low and not really talk to people, even with my friends I just have the same set of responses to everything, but I keep messing up and then I feel like people are avoiding me and then I feel narcissistic for thinking that and I think, what if I just didn't talk? And so I'm done on Scratch, or at least this account. I'll probably be back, because I'll think it was a stupid decision to leave this, but who cares? Not me. Maybe I just need a fresh start. And I feel really stupid right now, and I'm doing more than I should be. I said I was going to take a break so that I could be better, but I'm still super stressed and being on this account isn't making it any better. Maybe I'll make another account. I'm done with this account and this online person I've made for myself. It isn't healthy. So yeah
I probably won't delete this acc, but maybe I should...idk. I just don't really want to come back to this I'm also realizing I've only been on this acc for 4 1/2 months but whatever
