This was made based off of my own dysphoria I was born female, and often wanted to disown my skin there were days I didn't want any of it. I only noticed it a year and a half ago. I hated it. I almost wanted it gone PERMANENTLY I was constantly envious of boys. The things I wanted to wear, but my mum said I couldn't because of my supposed 'gender'. The way she told me I was a girl felt like an attack. My aunt has a trans friend named Ace, and my mum hates it. It made me scared to talk to my parents about it.
I think my music interest helped me notice it. Peices like 'I/Me/Myself' by Will Wood, 'Dolled Up' by The Orion Experience, 'Ego Renegade Boy' by Flavor Foley, 'My Diorama' my Stomach Book. I also watched Ashur Girhavi, also known as Argos, and JellyBean. If anyone else experiences anything like this, don't hesitate to reach out. I have two trans friends, fem names are Lila and Leah, dead names are Liam and Isaac. I don't often like to deadname, unless infront of my muther.