hi :3 I don't know what's going on. I wanna take a hiatus. But I can't bring myself to commit to it. I get really mentally destroyed for one day, the next day it comes in drips and drabs, next day i'm fine, blah. Scratch helps me cope. It's my emotional support. When writing fails, this is my therapy. Friendship issues? COPE. Betrayal? COPE. Family Issues? COPE. Accusations? COPE. Problems? COPE. Stress? COPE. I'm not tryna be a pick me. But I really am struggling mentally. really. So like, yeah. I love you all, I just don't know what to do. I actually considered sharm (ifykyk) once. I'm just posting a vent lol. Why am i bothered? I have everything. Private school next year, priviledged/lowkey kinda famous family, a stable household, good resources, ability to do whatever I want in life, free will, etc. So... :3
200 followers was really emotional for me. and everything else. The comments, The likes, The praise, The support, The gosh darn appreciation. :) buhbye people :3 I am off to give my characters emotional trauma.
