This is a vent bc I said sooo Ik people can say "your parents are abus!v3 so why are you depressed?" ... Like you would understand being under constant pressure to be better. If only you would understand being yelled at fot things you can control. Just shut up. I already can't take this anymore. You're lucky I am even still alive. YOUR the reason I cvt myself. YOUR the reason I eat less than I should. YOUR the reason I want to comm!t. I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE YOU. I jst want you to stop making me think I. yes I, am the problom. God do I just want to d!3... ... ... I don't know how much longer I can take this...
Not targeted to anyone reading its targeted to THOSE popular kids in my grade who make me feel horrible. ALSO plssssss pls pls don't threaten to call the cops of me its scares me like hell and i have ptsd from cops so please...just don't PLUS my gf is and mah bff are like the main reasons I am still here so just pls just be nice and thats it. Its all I need.
